Oh dear!! I'm so tired today. From 9am in the morning, I already on the road with mom and abbie. We went to UI again, to register on another major. Mom got mad at me couple of times, feels like wanna cry, after all those long and exhausting day!!

After that I invited Judges to went to Mr. Andereas' seminar, but last minute he cancelled it. Oh well, dont care much sih.. But the seminar was so great!! And the anointing was strong and it feels new. Mom said that Mr. Andereas' face turned bright and compassionate when he saw me and Intan. I guess its like a father, missed his children..

After that went to Opa Neles at this hotel in Cikini [forgot the name of it].
Then went back home, packed my things for tomorrow morning. And sending some emails while writing this blog.

I miss Jedi so much. But I guess, I cant tell him how much. I feel fear in my heart. Fear of have to going through another rejection, I guess. He seems so busy, I wonder if he's really busy. Or maybe that 'girl' is in town??

Dear Lord, thanks for promising that You wont leave me, nor fail me. God is God, and I am not. God cannot lie.